I have a weird feeling that I am actually beginning to give less of a shit about things. Stuff that would normally take up a lot of space in my head and energy seems to have affected less than usual. It is a feeling that has been with be for just over a week andContinue reading “Cafe Del Mar”
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Lithium
I am stuck in a negative spiral at the moment. I hope I am in the middle of it as it means I will come out the other side soon. But it has been a long one. I am tired of trying to pick myself up every day. I am tired of feeling like this.Continue reading “Lithium”
The End
Before anyone gets worried by the title – this isn’t anything dramatic or to worry about. As per my previous blogs it is a song that speaks to me on a number of levels and one that I have been playing a lot lately. The End, by The Doors, is a well known song ofContinue reading “The End”
Street Fighting Man
As another year draws to the end a lot of talk turns to 2021 and the resolutions people will be making. I often make New Years Resolutions and I always break them – normally within the first 5 days. Probably like a large percentage of people – if they are honest with themselves. I usedContinue reading “Street Fighting Man”
Les Nuits
Someone who reads my blog made a suggestion recently – which was to simply copy and paste each of the final paragraphs that I had written and put them into one blog as an exercise to highlight some of the positives I had identified on my journey. I thought this was a pretty cool ideaContinue reading “Les Nuits”
Black
One of the challenges I have with myself and the way my mind works is letting things go – saying goodbye to something and moving on from it affectively. I mull over situations, conversations, events, thoughts and reactions in my head constantly. Not from a holding a grudge and plotting revenge perspective – I amContinue reading “Black”
All Apologies
I reached another milestone yesterday. Another birthday. Another year gone by. Some great memories last year. A fair amount achieved and some beautiful friendships and relationships discovered and developed further. But there is still a nagging feeling in my head about myself. That I hadn’t changed some aspects of my life that I really needContinue reading “All Apologies”
La Femme d’Argent
It’s been a couple of weeks since I came to my blogging sanctuary to release some of my thoughts and feelings. No reason I guess – it has been a pretty hectic time with quite a few challenges to face and a mixture of good and bad days. In fairness, when I wrote my firstContinue reading “La Femme d’Argent”
Gimme Shelter
This is my ultimate go to song. For so many reasons. A lot of those reasons are positive – it pumps me up, it takes me to many good places in my memories and vocally it resonates with me in every way. Some of the reasons are less positive – and it is a songContinue reading “Gimme Shelter”
Out To Get You
It’s been a tough week or so. I am okay with that. Don’t panic. It is part of the cycle – part of the journey and I have come to accept that on some level they are needed. Over the last week I have lost all confidence – in pretty much every area. I knowContinue reading “Out To Get You”
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